I keep putting on a smile even though at times I really do not feel that way. I was looking through some old photos, and sure they capture a moment but do they truly capture they way you are feeling at that moment. In some of the photos I know I was going through a lot of pain yet I put on a smile trying to pretend that everything was okay.
I try to get past certain things as well, but I still get these angry revengeful thoughts/ annoyed and I do not know why I am over it...WHY??? I keep asking God to help me to move on with my life and right now things are moving in a different direction. For one I no longer work for the thrift store, and second I no longer am helping out with the two year olds at church. I loved both things, especially the two year olds and I will miss them however I know that this is Gods plan for my life right now and I am ready for a change. Instead I will be babysitting and then I am continuing helping out with the high school ministry, which right now I feel that God is using me a lot.
I am going to keep the faith!
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