Lost and didnt even know...

Its amazing how one can be missing something for a few days and not realize it until it is found again.
Here I am worshiping in church and realize how I have not come to him with anything in the past few days I put him on the back burner...why I have no reason I had time and yet it did not occur to me to have in in that time.
I even missed worshiping something was lost within me these past few days but now I am back.
After I had my quiet time tonight I had this feeling I cannot even explain...I guess I felt filled or at peace but that does not even put it right.
I just needed Him and forgot...You wonder how people can get caught up in life and forget about Him or not realize He is there...but it is not until you experience Him that you can miss Him. Life is not worth living without God and that is for sure...PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW HIM!
Yet I still do not go out and tell them about Him...why?!
If I know He is my everything, that He is there for me through everything, that He loves me no matter what.......what am I so afraid of? them rejecting me....dumb
HE will still love me and that is the only thing that matters!
God made you perfect just the way He planned!

Psalm 139

“For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good
things he planned for us long ago.” Ephesians 2:10

Part of His Book

so I really dont know what I want to write...I cry out with no reply and I cant feel you by my side so I hold tight to what I know you are here and I am never ALONE! You are apart of me though you are invisible (Barlow Girl)
God is blessing the broken road that is leading me to you! (Rascal Flats)
He will like me for me (Third Eye Blind)
I am just waiting...God is writing my love story(Barlow Girl)

I am putting it in God's hands not my own He has the perfect plan for my life...

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you. Plans to prosper not to harm you but to give you a hope and a future."