Thursday, June 4, 2009

A Work in Progress

I definitely needed last night! High schoolers just seem to still have that child within them that just shines and brings that out in me! Something about the way the worship carefree it is one of the best times to worship is when I am with high schoolers I cannot explain it...you all should just experience it once.

Then I totally forgot about tomorrow here my best friend is coming into town and I made other plans with my other best friend confusing I know...but yet I dont know I feel like I have lost base with her why do I always have to be the one to make the effort...why do I get blamed if I do not do something about it...dont get me wrong I love her to death...it just got on my nerves

Then with coming back home I have made a new life in back at college and it just seems like I am useless here sure I have a couple friends but it is not the same...I truly have no life now?!
On one hand though I am getting a lot of reading done yet not focusing on what I should be....and that was another thing last night I was reminded how my body is not my body but God's and though we are broken and think we cannot be used at all....God takes us and uses us! It is His summer to use me for I am free in Him and He is why I am here!

Everything seems to be complicated at times but I am getting through with His strength!


"For I can do everything through Christ who give me strength." Philippians 4:13

No comments: